I give it to you....

I am in love
with love
the idea of being loved
of having loved
of breathing just to hear
her heart beat
I am in love with
the walk
the smile
the face
the eyes
the hair
the stare
into space
when she is thinking
dreaming
This love that binds me
is so freeing
I am in love with love
the idea of being loved
of having been loved
of having been in love
the scent of her
lingering in the air
of scense of the prescense
before my love is even there.
I am in love
with love
my love
for her
her love for me.
This is love
my love
and now I give it to you.

I'm not....ok?

If time heals all
then why is it that I'm still walking around
with this broken heart?

I've had it since the start
when she PUSHED me out
and he threw me away

If time heals all
then why is it that I'm still in pain
each and every day
as I
try to find my way

I can no longer pretend to be ok
some body has taken my drugs away
no body is giving me hugs today

I'm not ok
I'm not....
Ok?

This Cage

I am stoned
on a Friday,
afternoon
The music lingers
like a cloud in the back of my mind
I'm suddenly becoming harder to find
I tried to lose myself
on a crowded street
but no matter where I went
I always came back to me.
Hard to be anything anymore
I lost my face
Once I was given a number

There's nothing social or secure about it
Am I the only one who
bothers to wonder
How the generation that gave us peace and love
now heard us like we're cattle?
(Don't Shove!)
The world's suddenly in a hurry to reach their doom
I mean destiny
But me I'm a tortoise in this race
I can't let them get the best of me
I refuse to be silenced.
and if they want me gone, they'll have to arrest me.
The things I see
and the things I hear,
just don't match up
Peace and love
are more important than how desperate of a housewife you are
Me, I'll take the life of a farmer
over the need for a suit of armor
Yeah peace and love
It's my favorite drug
and all the rage
Come with me,
let's break out of this cage!

2010 is upon us

Only an hour and 13 minutes before 2010 charges in and 2009 is history. Thank GOD! I just wanted to take this time to remind everyone that you don't have to wait for dec. 31st to change your life. Every day begins a new year of your life if you think about it. Tonight I am personally absorbing everything around me and appreciating that I have most of my health, my family, and a few good friends. Can't get much better than that!

I'm also going to take charge over the things that aren't going my way and start making it happen.

I'm always looking for help with PR so if any of you are interested, hit me up!

Much love in 2010. Please make sure that all of your choices are for the better of not just yourself but those around you. Get offline once in a while and breath in the fresh air before it's gone. Do something for someone else once in a while, and never forget that you are loved by someone no matter how bad things may seem, you're never alone. If you ever feel like you are, email me. I do reply to all emails!

JessicaLemin@gmail.com

A lost classic

If you are a fan of old movies, Jack Nicholson, the 60's, LSD, American Culture, or Dean Stockwell from Quantum Leap this is the movie for you!

Jack Nicholson plays Stoney a hippie living in San Francisco who falls head over heels for Jenny a young deaf girl who has run away from home. This is their journey through love during the days of Haight-Ashbury and the best damn acid trips to ever exist.

You can now find this cult classic via streaming video on Netflix!

Iowa is now on the map!

Congratulations to the citizens of Iowa and the members of their Supreme Court! As of today, April 03, 2009, Iowa is officially on the map of states that have said NO to discrimination and allowed it's GLBT members to be legally married! I hope that more states will follow in their foot steps in realizing that having an amendment to the state's constitution to ban gay marriages does not serve any real governmental purpose. It is discriminatory against the human rights of a class of people and the federal government should banish the tolerance of such laws!

Congratulations Iowa! We <3 you!